ConfusedLove

Why is that I feel how I feel right now? Am I angry? Am I irritated? Or am I just crazy? I make myself believe that my family is the reason why Im acting like this when in my heart the reason is because I know still like you. I told myself I gave up on you but to tell you the truth I still think about you because I still have feelings deep in my heart. I wish you couldve said something else when I told you I liked you that day but you made it like a joke even when you already knew. You idiot I hate you but I can’t have all the hatred I know I should have for when you broke my heart all those times. But I don’t know anymore I wish I could forget and never remember anything that happened so I can live happy but I can’t. Is it true that maybe it’s fate that this happened?